Silence

I really wish for the same knock on the doors,
Without his visits I feel like inside a coffin where silence only roars.

Can't even explain how it feels without him as earlier we used to meet almost everyday,
And suddenly everything stopped without a reason and life is now going hay way.

Yes I do feel lonely without him yet can't fight with him,
Just want to know his side as I can feel he too has things under his brim.

Read it somewhere that someone's absence can make the presence of others annoying,
My heart wants him only as it was because of him I found joy in everything and started enjoying.

Sometimes when I am alone I try finding if I did something wrong or where did I fail,
It's difficult to remain strong at times when inside of me feels like frail.

I know even he cares and this is just one of his ways to keep me going,
I too am keeping strength and let the spirit flowing.

But sometimes I miss the old days and the way we used to be together,
How he used to listen every crap and I used to blather.

Now tears don't find easily a place in my eyes,
Don't know if his absence worth this much price.

He always says that he won't be able to keep promises so better not to make them,
I say let's make one and try towards keeping it but for him this thought itself is condemn.

His small little surprises used to make me awestruck,
His surprise visits took away my loneliness and suddenly I got all the luck.

Used to have endless talks starting from day till nights,
He left everything behind without giving any reason without any fights.

Miss those surprise calls at my desk and messaging me asking why I didn't pick,
Those small gestures used to bring happiness as if magician played a trick.

He used to be angry that why I keep on shedding tears on every small little thing,
I no more do the same how hard I might get sting.

I assure him that one day I will come out of all the dependencies too,
But still would want him by my side wish he knew.

I really wish he speaks his heart out one day to tell me why he changed this much,
Want to tell him that I have learnt a lot and can feel I am out of hutch.

Wish one day he breaks this long kept silence,
Hope he believes that things will surely get merrier in compliance. 

Guroor

Chand ko guroor tha ki use se haseen koi nahin,
Aey kaafir tune uske saaye ko us se khoobsurat bana diya.

Chandni ko guroor tha ki chaand uske paas hai,
Tune uske guroor ko bhi mitti mein mila diya.

Adhoori Khawashien

Kuch khwashion ka adhoora rehna hi sahi hai,
Kuch khwaabon ka toot jaana hi sahi hai.

Har umeed gar poori ho jaaye toh zindagi mein umang nahin rahegi,
Isliye umeedon par sirf bharosa hi sahi hai.

Mausam

Mausam hunn v pehale warga hunda hai,
Par hunn oh bahara nahin aandiya.

Hunn bas ik ohio nahin aanda,
Yaadan taan ohndiya roz aandiya.

Birthday Wish

The image portrayed of you was not less than a playboy,
But when I met you for the first, you behaved like a coy.

Time passed by and from strangers to acquaintance we became friends,
Talked about your interest areas in all chicks and hens :P

Got to know about the emotional side of yours too,
That night metaphorically had so much dew ;)

I always used to wonder there's some another guy hiding behind the stupid shield,
And that night I realized I was right as all the curtains got peeled.

I still don't know much about you,
Will have more coffees together, together will brew.

On your birthday I wish you all the happiness and success in life,
May whatever you wish for, you get like rife.

Happy Birthday my Superman Sacchu,
Tujhe Manu ki taraf se bahut bada waala Pucchu :* :*

Invasion & Misinterpertation

You invaded my privacy without my permission,

Don't know when and how this became your secret mission.

And then you tell me I trust too much the people around me,

How could you forget I trusted you too as I m a trust spree.

If there were any doubts you could have directly asked,

There's not much hidden from you about my past.

I didn't say a word when you told me the fact on checking at my back,

Just wondered the reason behind, my heart and mind rattled making sounds like click and clack.

It's alright that you have done it and I have kept no grudges for same,

But making assumptions on that basis, isn't that lame.

Just reading the lines and making the things assumed,

In that course, trust and friendship both got doomed.

It's always better to ask rather keeping the space for misunderstanding,

As the tale will keep on twisting like a stranding.

I did feel bad and still get angry not because what you did but the way you are behaving,

Please tell me the faults at my side, to know those my heart is intensely craving.

You only said, someone's perception cannot be the reality,

So make your actions speak your words, that’s the only plea.

The Wave

She was happy and content with way her life was moving,

Finally the mere existence of life was behooving.

Yet sometimes the insane thoughts crawled over her at nights,

It felt she is running in some dark tunnel to find the lights.

Every morning she used to wake up with a fighting spirit,

Sure enough that heat of the day won’t be able to sear it.

She was sure, that now the sea is calm,

Was carving herself the destiny lines on her palm.

One day all of a sudden a wave came,

She got all excited and acted like a dame.

The wave brought too much of happiness along,

Her heart was too excited and sounded like a gong.

She was enjoying every moment of it,

Unaware of the coming flit.

How could she forget that the wave which has come will go back too,

Whatever has come in will now be returned in spew.

She felt shattered all over again,

Whom shall she blame now, the heart or the brain.

She was well aware of the fact that this will happen one day,

The castles she made was of sand and not of clay.

And now the castles are gone away with the waves,

She is back to the dark dungeon caves.

She will have to recollect her strength and start it all over one more time,

Will have to remove all the covered slime.

Her heart though still want to see the wave that brought the new meaning to her life,

Though her brain is telling her that such thoughts are rife.

She now has to decide whether to halt with same thoughts or move away from them,

And this thought is making wave feel condemn.

She is happy with the fact that wave did come even if took back what all it brought,

The efforts of the wave were not totally naught.

She is really thankful to the wave for all the moments and memories,

It really helped to heal the heart and all the acts of wave were good remedies.

She would always be in love with the wave,

And assures that this love is going to make her only more brave. :)